Hello All!!

Some of you know me as DLover and some of you know me as MindieMinMin and some of you don't know me at all. This is all about my life, my comings and goings, and of course my love for New Kids on the Block and all my Blockhead sisters out there!!

Monday, April 26, 2010

I Swear To God

...somebody up there does not like me and my family!!

This may start to ramble so please excuse me if I go off point.

I swear nothing good can ever happen to my family. Something always has come up to fuck shit up.

You already know the story of me not working and what all happened to my daughter.

I can't go a day without something making me cry.

This shitty ass trailer we live in is falling apart. I swear if Code Compliance came in here they would condemn it.

Our car is older than I don't know what and falling apart. And now this morning while taking my daughter to school we discover that one of the tires is wobbling really bad and about to fall off. So now I have to worry how I'm gonna get my daughter to and from school.

I need help!! That's all there is to it. And I have no place or no one to turn to.

I am so tired of living on the bottom of the Life Ladder.

We've turned to all local assistance programs only to come back empty handed. Except for one program that did buy my daughter a hundred dollars worth of clothes at Target.

I even thought about turning to the talk shows and other programs I always see on TV helping families out. In fact I contact The Ellen Show, and of course I didn't hear anything back. Probably because my story isn't "Hollywood" enough for them.

And I hate to be one of those of people that are always "what about me". But damn't, WHAT ABOUT ME?

All I want is a chance. One chance to change everything. Is that too much to ask?